To think that a year ago, I was sooooo so beyond in love with someone I considered the love of my life, my one & only soulmate.
I would wait for him when he was out of town for work & get butterflies at any text he sent me & when he told me he was coming home that night? The amount of excitement I had was similar to waiting to board your favorite ride at 6 flags.
God, what I’d give to have that man back. The OLD him, not this new guy.who has so far lost himself I wonder if anyone can save him anymore.
I’m tired of being broken & feigning for him.